In His Time

Through the years during my different work experiences, I have kept a list of things that I would observe that I hoped one day I would be able to incorporate into my own life. In those particular moments of observation, it wasn’t the right time or circumstances to entertain the thought of making those a part of my life. I would often get discouraged and feel like a failure because it felt like maybe I wasn’t good enough, smart enough, or talented enough to pursue these goals for myself. I continued to make mental notes of these goals and hold them close to my heart because I had a feeling that maybe just maybe one day they would happen.

It is easy to get caught up with life and your responsibilities that your dreams and goals for yourself get pushed aside. You can even feel a sense of guilt for thinking of yourself. This has been me for the past 5 years but I have also had a sense that this journey has been a preparation for what is ahead to bring those goals to life. All I will say at this point is today was the first day that I can see a portion of my goals coming to fruition. I will continue to pray and believe that everything will fall into place in God’s time.

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