So, have you ever had a minute, second, day, week, or year where you are? WTH?! I feel like I have been on a rollercoaster for the past 6 years, much less over the last couple of months, after having major surgery and this slow-moving recovery process, and let me tell you, I cannot do rollercoasters! This rollercoaster has been like you imagine the ride, slowly creeping and enjoying the scenic view. Then you notice the tracks disappear, then suddenly you hit the bottom along with your heart in your stomach, and crap is flying so fast you have no idea what you are looking at and what just happened.
Now is the time for me to try and process what I can (or want to) in my brain because the best way to describe it is that my brain currently has too many tabs open. I strive to quiet my mind daily the best way I know how, whether it is writing, reading, studying my Bible, praying, painting, or drawing. One of my dear cousins once told me to record my feelings on a digital voice recorder. I tried it once and plan on trying that again.
I am currently working on my physical health after this difficult surgery I had, so I can be prepared for what lies ahead for me. This is the moment when I accept once again that I am not Wonder Woman, and I humble myself and cry out to God, I need help with this! I may be weak, but He is strong for both of us.
The World of Dlo 