Wait! What Day Is This?

Wait! My mind is still in last week! Here is a recap of the previous week’s events. Due to unforeseen circumstances after my recent surgery, I had to reschedule some appointments that I had forgotten were scheduled. I had to play catch up with my Doctor’s appointments. I had my annual eye exam with the Ophthalmologist. After my brain tumor surgery, I was diagnosed with Traumatic Optic Nerve Neuropathy. This was a result of my optic nerves being moved to remove the tumor. My field of vision is along the bridge of my nose; therefore, I lost part of my central and peripheral vision. My depth perception is also off, and I need to be mindful of what is below my chin because I will not see things on the ground. When I am walking, I’m constantly looking at everything. I was informed by the specialist that my vision would either remain the same or gradually get worse. Thankfully, after 16 1/2 years, my vision has remained the same. I also had an MRI of my brain complete, which is required to be done every two years to make sure there are no signs of tumor regrowth. I had not had an MRI in 5 years. I was pleased to receive notification that the results did not show anything to be concerned about.

I had my dentist’s appointment for a cleaning and X-rays. I have been using aligners since October of last year, and so far, so good. I had a bit of a setback with my trays while I was in rehabilitation for physical therapy, but I am back on track. The cleaning process was quick and painless. I have no dental concerns now, so all is well.

I saved the fun for last. I had my annual wellness women’s exam, and thankfully, all is well on this front, too. I even had a last-minute telemedicine appointment with my Primary Physician to close the week.

I report all of this because, as of October 2023, I had begun to reflect and feel like the time had come to put myself first. I felt guilty because, over the last five and a half years, it was not about me. My priority was being my parent’s caregiver and their health, wellness, and quality of life were my focus. Our journey together came to completion, so now I was faced with a now-what moment. Then, it hit me that it was my turn to focus on my health, wellness, and quality of life. There is still more to this part, and I am ready.